My son was born a year ago by emergency caesarian and I just cant get over the birth. I still get really upset when I think about how it happened. I feel like a failure, even though I get why it had to happen that way. I feel like I wasn’t able to do the most natural thing a woman can do. Like a rite of passage really. Its been a year now, I thought I would feel better about it by now but I don’t. How long am I going to keep feeling like this?